ok ive not made this public but now i guess im a little distraught and wanting to voice it.
my dad has just gone into hospitle due to near kidney failure. from what i understand so far its the same as last time. a swollen prostate gland compressing the urethra (tube the guy pee`s out of)
now due to this they suspected it to be cancer with a 40% chance. now its happened again they dont klnow if its an infection cos of the cathatar from last time (tube inserted into the urethra and pass thoguh the prostate to allow him to pass urine).
due to this suspected infection again we cant get any results from tests to congfirm or deny if its cancer or just swelling due to the infection.
due to this ive taken VM for the 2nd or 3rd time ive been playing. only for 3 days as we will have results by then and ill be able to hit more if need be, or play this to escape from teh shear hell of this and exams AND having the bank banging on my door almost quite literally.
to everyone that knows me well will understand that this is a hard time for me. those that dont im sure u can see how hard it is if u have been in this position urselves.
i ohope no-one is in this position, even those i hate, as not knowing is worse than confirming or denying.
so with a heavy heart i sign off.
to my fed, hey guys :P and everyone else look after urselves, and those gents that are over 40...get ur prostate checked regulaly, may be uncomfortable getting a fnger up ur clacker but its worth it if they catch cancer early...
now i end the speack properly..
cya all in a few days and look after urselves
Regards
Adam
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